| Everyone has probably noticed
how strange I've been acting this past week.
I'll be honest.
I still feel exactly the same.
I know it's selfish
and stupid.
That's why I chose to place it here.
That way, I'd be able to let it out, with necessarily "bitching" to anyone.
I doubt anyone wants to here what I've got to say.
Lately, everyone seems disinterested in me.
It feels like a lot of people aren't as friendly as they used to be.
At school and at home.
I know it's lame but sometimes the littlest things seem big.
So I just spaced out.
I took time to myself.
Here and there I'll put my mask back on.
So people won't get worried.
When I think about it.
I'm productive.
I've become jealous and scared of people moving on without me.
I've begun to feel I should do the same in spite.
It's like that week last year.
The other day, my parents got very mad at me.
I don't understand why such a topic would be so bad.
In the end, they explained that they just ended up exploding on me.
That didn't make me feel any better at all.
Before that inccident, I haven't cried in a long time.
Nobody saw me.or knew.
I don't know.
Maybe it's all in my head.
I feel lonely.
Ok. I'll shut up now.
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